Sometimes you can't just do what you want to do, you have to do what you have to do.

Today is a day to get down to it, and it won't necessarily be easy. There are decisions to make - what goes, what stays, what needs adjusting which way, and so on and so forth - but putting those decisions into action, making them work, may take more will power than you've got today.

So don't be too hard on yourself. Life is hard enough already. Do what you can and try to be satisfied with that. You've been working hard, after all and you'd probably rather take a nice long break.

Maybe later.