5 Wood / Wood Mother
There are days when you are given the chance to step back from your life and take a good look at it.
Sometimes, on those days - days like today - you wonder, "Is this really what I want to be doing?"
It's a day for questions, not answers. Be willing to walk with your questions, letting them take root in your consciousness. Because you do have the answers, they're just buried where you cannot get at them easily.
Be patient with yourself, be non-judgmental, be open to possibilities. As the old Beetles song used to say, "Let it be."
You cannot track down these answers. They will come to you when they can find you and they can only find you if you leave the door open.
Enjoy the freah air.
Wow. This is exactly what's happening to me right now. And it's making me very emotional. Well, that and the PMS.
I need some sleepwork advice, because I'm not sure that I AM leaving the door open. I've resigned from the spa, and I've let so much go already, but I feel like I'm not seeing something.
I'm feeling a hugely strong urge to MOVE, LEAVE, go to Seattle. Not to wait till next summer like I'd originally planned, but to go as soon as I can.
This energy feels good, and then there is the fear that arises...how will I support myself? Will I be able to get a job? How long will it take to find an apartment? How much money do I need to leave with? Where am I going to see my clients for the next 2 months? Etc, etc.
So, with all these windy energies, and watery emotions, I think the doorway is a bit obscured. I know there is a deep center and calmness inside, but it's been difficult to access regularly.
So, I am left with just the questions. And the fear. What I'm looking for is the trust, and the vision. How do I build a bridge between the divide?
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