Sometimes feelings are hard to decipher. That's not difficult to imagine because feelings are complex and essentially ineffable. We develop words that allow us to speak generally about our emotions but words almost always fall short of the experience. They have to. Grief is the first emotion that comes to my mind when thinking about the intricacies of feeling. A whole lot of grief exists because of happiness. Happiness -  remembered happiness - is a part of grief. And it's only one small part of it. You are feeling sadness, but beneath it are the remembered feelings of every other feeling that was the result of your relationship with the person you have lost.

Today holds the potential for just such complex feelings. It also holds the energy of having the clarity of mind to know how to experience the feelings in an accepting way and to know, ultimately, how to make use of them to advance your goals and dreams.

There will be depth to this day.