A seed has been planted, an idea generated at some level of your spirit being...but ego is not quite ready for it and may seem either to be dragging its feet or, quite the opposite, going kicking and screaming.

Maybe it simply fears the unknown.

Imagine your ego as a child, distraught after a nightmare. Sit with it, comfort it, let it know everything will be just fine, that all of this, after all, is just illusion...even the coming change.