Today is the pregnancy for the eventual saying of the phrase, "What was I thinking....?"

Don't worry about it. Just do what you have to do because that's how it is. Some days you are in control and some days your Spirit Self just takes on over and leaves you wondering, some time later, how you ever managed to make that particular decision.

I hope it helps to know that your Higher Self is a bit of a trickster sometimes and that not all learning comes from sensible, grounded places...but then...you knew that, didn't you?