You've worked diligently to understand where you are...and why; many of your actions have been in service of your Spirit Self and have not felt entirely comfortable to the human side of you but you have done what needed to be done.

Now all you have to do is trust that those decisions, those actions have been perfect, have been just as they should have been, to take your Spirit Self to its next level as a Spirit embodied in a human form...because it is so.