Despite a mixed bag of feelings and the fact that you may be feeling like not even bothering - perhaps because you've been working too hard? - make that connection. It was meant to be.

Notice how '2 becomes 20,' itself times ten, moving from the realm of the Lower Arcana into that of the Higher. That's an exponential event and special to say the least so make the effort and keep the date, the meeting, whatever. It matters.