Wood Mother    XI Karma    Wood 3
Water 9

Remember, ultimately answers do not lie within the mind. They lie within the body, whose grasp of your history and your well being exceeds anything the mind has access to.

Do not ignore the so-called facts - they may be compelling - but follow your body's lead and do the thing that makes you feel the best. (Oh, and if you need to, take your time. Rushing decisions only works well for some.)